the pattyo

I can see that someone from symphony called me (on my cell phone) this morning. No one left a message.

What I’m wondering is why I immediately think, “What have I don’t wrong?”

Really. That’s my first thought. I assume I am in trouble for something. Always.

I wonder why that is. And why I feel guilty even though I don’t even know what I’m supposed to feel guilty about yet.

Is this sick? I think maybe.
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