***Wishing
You know what I’d like to do?
Move.
It would be impossible to move right now, of course, but I still think about it sometimes.
I want a smaller yard (really I want a patio with only a patch of dirt but I’m not sure how that would go over with my better half!). I want a house without ugly grasscloth (or whatever it’s called) on the family room walls. And I want a house that isn’t in need of repair. Right now this one is in need of work and neither Dan nor I have the time or skills to do the work. Well, okay, I suppose I have the time … but somehow it never feels as if I do!
But oh well. We can’t move, so I’ll just dream about it on occasion.
I can dream, can’t I?
I’m not whining, really. I’m very thankful to have a house at all. And mostly I’m quite content. I was just thinking about this silly grasscloth and all, and a friend of mine just wrote on his blog about the fact that his family is going to be putting their house on the market.
Oh … it IS raining now. And Jameson is home from the football game (although they did get rain while they were there which is a shame for all those clarinets and saxophones). But isn’t the rain good news? (See the post directly below if you are wondering what this is about!)
***Rain?
I’m hoping! It “spit” for a little while and now it’s just overcast and windy. I want rain! NOW. I want it while I’m not driving to UCSC or walking to the concert hall.
That’s not asking too much, is it?
Of course I guess I should at least pray for rain to start AFTER Jameson gets home from the high school football game. Lincoln High doesn’t have a marching band, but the kids still have to play in the stands. Playing in rain is not only unpleasant … it’s bad on instruments! And just plain silly to do.
***Honestly, Give Me Honesty! Please.
Truth is mighty and will prevail.
[Lat., Magna est veritas et praevalebit.]
-Thomas Brooks (he is said to have been the first to use the expression, 1662)
Do you think that not getting caught in a lie is the same as telling the truth?
-said by character Joe Turner in a movie based on James Grady’s “Six Days of the Condor”
I would prefer that people tell me the truth even if it hurts rather than finding out that the person I think I know isn’t even “real” … you know what I’m saying? I guess I’m tired of people trying to shelter me by showing me a false person.
Ah well.
I think some people feel a great need to protect me from who they are. Maybe I’m scary. Maybe I’m too harsh. Maybe my expressing my opinions makes some people unable to express theirs. I wonder.
But I still prefer the truth. Honest and true.
I’m a big girl. I can handle people thinking differently than I. I can handle them doing things that I don’t necessarily agree with.
Okay. Rant over.
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